Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @9:47 PM
Whye...!whye my mind just cant get to concentrate on study...
whye will my legs move away the moment i see you...
whye i dun dare to walk pass you...
whye i choose to avoid you...
whye must i rmb...
whye...
stress of exam...prelim..."N"lvl...so stress...
i can help peeps...but i cant help myself...
wat the hell am i doing...
so stress...
i wanna forget...what ways do i have...?help...?
xxx
Friday, August 11, 2006 @9:12 PM
got to much things to write but some i forget le...you noe...you noe...so i write the things i could rmb...
08/08/06
Went Skool in the morning wondering should i wear red T-shirt...cause almost every1 will be wearing but soon later i gave up the idea...cause i wanna be special wit my bros...so i wear uniform...then at school stupid celebration lor...so broing lor...the after school went home then was feeling bored..then wanted to meet up with some bros to parklane..but they were so tired and end up sleep...so i make a decision to go there myself...i also meet one of my friend to take my present...then back to parklane for more DoTa...after tat i went to meet a group of 10 crazy peeps...and they sang B'dae song for mi at the street of orchard...so malu Lor....then went explanade see fireworks...then was like full of people lor...so hot...then wen i am going home...the bus i wanna take kena accident...dotz LoL...they waste time nia...actually nth one lor...then i was stuck at the traffic jam so waste my time...
09/08/2006
Tis very morning i woke up wit excitment...Cause it is my B'dae cum National b'dae...everything was plan by my bros...i met them at parklane ard 2...at then onli 2 peeps nia...mi and meiyuan went DoTaling...then every1 start showing up...then we change to pooling...haha so many peeps lor...then we went M.S. to eat dinner...we had pizza for dinner ...then they start to play some thing which i am well prepared for...they smash my face on to the cake..then xiang make my left side of my face full of cream lor...I WILL RMB YOU!then the worst thing is there is not Gents in the Hut...then must walk to the outside one...making mi so malu lor...then return to see who is the idiot...xiang so stupid cause he forget i will get evidence from video recording lor...then went to P.S. there wanting to watch movie but there no more liao...then slack at there awhile then chat on the phone awhile...then wentback to parklane for more pooling...then went home at bout 1plus...cause i nvr tell my mum i going to ton...
10/08/2006
i was awaken by a call...i was call to play soccer...then go wsh up and had breakfast wit old friends....then i disturb a guy cause he was playing bit rough so i was tinking to tio with him...he so stupid lor...LL face...then play my sport...basketball...then was playing till i cramp lor...then went home at 530...after i bath i went to meet shuxin,yingxuan,shili to take my present...then after tat shuxin make mi so bright lor...
11/08/2006
today meet shili in the morning cause she feeling down tis few days...then went school.after school,went to eat then acc shili awhile as she wanted to pass a peep something...then went to play basketball again...then marcus came and pass mi the present she bought for mi...i wonder if it was you who pass mi the present...it would be the best...
thats all i guess.....and thanks to my bro for everything.............love you guys...
xxx
Sunday, August 06, 2006 @10:50 PM
even if i miss you...
i force myself to forget but i cant...
even if i miss our happy moments...
i can only make myself tinking tat its my fault...
in order to forget you...
it hurts when your image gets into my head...
but i cant be selfish...
so i decided to give you freedom...
it would be better this way...
and it is what you wanted...
i act as there is nothing cause i dont want my bro to worry...but i would get tired one day...
i might just breakdown some day...so if one day i gives attitude...forgive mi...
xxx
Saturday, August 05, 2006 @1:04 PM
Its The End...Our story is finished...Our love had come to the end...nothings going to be as sweet as before...we broke up le...i will rmb on the 5th august...4 daes to my birthday...it come to a stop...83 hours before...it reaches it's final stop...
its not your fault but mine....if only i was wat you wan....if i had not change...if only i could trust you more...if only i stop thinking so much...it would be better...
xxx
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @9:17 PM
Stress....so many work to be done...plus my stomach hurts...dunnoe whye but it hurts...and i stress cause of her...
there things i wanna tell you...
i wanna meet you...soon...
cause sa-rang-hae-yo...xm...
witout you i'm a piece of nothing....
tis few weeks i spent wit my bros cause your busy...
and the mistake i made i regretted....
acturally look forward to meeting you after the exchange...
but now dunnoe whye it is so silent....
i dun want silent...
i could change for you but i need you to give mi a chance...
Will you...?
i awaits for 08&09august i wanna be as crazy as before...wit my bros...and hopefully you...
ytd saw 2 actors filmming a scene near my hse.i stand and watch about 15 mins and i could rmb wat that guy say lor..so lan lei tat actor....
i act better than him lor....
i tink i can join mediacore liao....
"wo jiu shi fei fei bu ming bai-wo men yi jing wei zhe jian shi cao le hen duo chi jia le-wo lei le-wo zhen de lei le"
xxx
